Reflections
on the Seventh Week of Summer – Giving George Fluids
Early Monday afternoon, I
walked down the driveway past my son Charlie’s red car, stepped
into the log house, and yelled, “I’m home.”
The refrigerator hummed, the
cats’ water fountain gurgled, but neither Charlie nor the cats
answered.
Puzzled, I dropped
my wet swim gear on the bathroom floor and tiptoed to the guest room.
Charlie, who usually crashed
at his Seneca apartment after working 3:00-10:00 a.m. for UPS, lay
motionless on the bed. The cats, George and Emma, yawned at me from
curled poses on the floor.
Charlie had driven to Wells
Wood to help with George’s subcutaneous fluids. I’d rejected the
idea of waking two hours early so that my husband Spence could hold
George for me before leaving for a day in Columbus, Ohio.
I stepped toward the bed.
“Are you in pain?”
Charlie turned bleary eyes
toward me.
Slipping into concerned
mother mode, questions cascaded from my mouth. “Was work horrible?
Were folks mean to you?”
“Work went fine. I’m just
tired.”
Tired? He looked
zoom-to-the-emergency-room exhausted.
“Do you want to give George
his fluids now so you can sleep?”
“Eat your lunch.” He
murmured and lay his arm over his eyes.
I scolded myself for fussing
at a forty-three year old man, rinsed my swim gear, and made a salmon
salad sandwich.
George meowed at my
feet.
I dropped a piece of fish.
George gobbled the fish,
meowed, and gazed at me with pleading green eyes.
I put the place mat with pink
salmon specks on the floor and sat with my lunch tray in an
Adirondack chair.
Snores floated down the hall.
An hour and a half later,
Charlie ambled into the great room.
I hung the bag of Lactated Ringer’s Injection fluid from the track light affixed to the twelve by six inch white pine
beam supporting the loft bridge.
Charlie bent and scooped
sleeping George off the blanket by the sliding glass door.
Careful not to prick my
finger with a sharp tip again, I screwed a sterile needle onto the
end of the plastic tubing.
Wrapping George in muscular,
bare arms, Charlie carried the cat across the room and gently set him
on the kitchen table.
Charlie’s fingers massaged
George’s head while I pulled the loose skin on George’s back into
a fold and jabbed in the needle.
George merrowed and licked my
hand.
I opened the clamps on the
plastic tubing.
Fluid flowed.
Charlie massaged.
George relaxed.
Standing on the chair to
monitor the fluid level, I envisioned Charlie as a nine year old
walking away from me to the radiation room in Mount Sinai Hospital.
Had Charlie’s tender handling grown out of his extended
hospitalizations and prolonged cancer treatments?
I shut the clamps, eased the
needle out, and pinched George’s skin tight to close the hole.
George didn’t complain.
With a Quasimodo hump of water on his back, he gobbled soft
chicken-flavored cat treats.
Flashing me a weak smile,
Charlie sat in the other Adirondack chair with a bag of chips and
bowl of salsa. He
munched, and we chatted about point of view in Dorothy L. Sayers’s
Whose Body until
he yawned and ambled back to the guest room.
Ten
minutes later he carried
Emma out
to the great room.
Standing by the sofa, he scratched her
neck.
She flicked the end of her
tail.
Scratch.
Flick. Scratch. Flick. Scratch.
Flick.
“You’re
too nice to Emma.”
“No I”m not. I’m
evicting her from my bed.”
I
giggled.
He
set Emma
on the sofa.
She crossed her front legs.
Charlie walked down the hall
and closed the guest room door.
Sunshine
poured through the sliding glass door.
The mattress groaned.
Emma purred.
Despite the closed door,
snores floated down the hall again.
I
smiled at images of Charlie cuddling
cats, helping me with
George’s
life-prolonging fluid
treatments, and engaging
me with conversation.
Thank goodness he
moved to Western Pennsylvania.
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